English poetry

  I was on the bus watching a dream unfold in my sleep. It was about that supposed mountain that looks very similar to the one in Gilgit, and I remember thinking that I should make a reel out of it as I have never seen one about it before. And I was thinking about this while we were travelling along that route btw. The mountain reveals itself in all its might. The edges of the mountain touch the road, and there is snow with some animal prints on it. First of a deer and then of a snow leopard/tiger. But that seemed bigger and more spaced out than usual. Suddenly, we teleport from the bus to the mountain in well-equipped hiking gear. My brother had a sniper and an ice axe to help us climb. While going up, I saw this person walking away from us, who I think was a woman. She was larger than a typical woman and had a white fur coat and I remember thinking that coat is probably for camouflage to keep away from the tiger/snow leopard. Then my brother and I and this random gurl (not the on...

 It's been quite a while since I wrote something. This is not some poetry or any artistic bullshit its just my rants so, read it if you like. I have lost some part of me that was so dear to me, the dark side of me that would constantly look into the void and see it staring back. The nothingness and void has been filled, or at least that's how i feel. Even though it is replaced by "something" i am not sure if it is all color but hey at least it is something, right? At least i feel fulfilled finally after so so long. The black is replaced by something grey and that's something to be joyful about i guess. Shit has been alright lately, things are not the worst. Nothing is as planned (if only i had a plan lol) but it's alright can't complain. Sometimes here and there i catch myself zone out for a sec either looking at the moon or towards a constellation, but i haven't had those episodes of endlessly staring at the ceiling lying on the bed. I've been hav...