Will You (Continued...)

 Will You (Continued...)


We laughed again and talked a lot

I thought we made a difference

We promised for shared future shots

Over the cries of vengeance


We promised to see the world along

We promised to get drunk at our bar

We promised not to let one alone

We promised to stay same despite how far


Then the day of 15th july

The day of grief and darkness

I tried to stay all polite

Failing to conquer the void or part


I wanted to tell you everything

A story that would bring you pain

I cannot tell you no matter what

The trust in your own will fade


You always deserve to be happy

Maybe i was an unknown thorn

Am glad you threw one thron away

Yet the thorn loves you in a way his own


You told me to keep a diary

I did and started writing

The words were hard to swallow

Every syllable a tale of fighting


I hoped the day after that

To get killed or die ASAP

Although broke a bone or two

You never asked… ugh! My bad


I do have reasons to hate me

A cut for every look in the mirror

A river of tears before sleep, u see…

Some puffs of green dispair


This isn’t a ballad of love or war

Or else a poem of death or living

This is to ask you from the core

Will you keep promises we made dreaming


By:

A sad man who breathes but wishes to stop soon

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